Marin Headlands
May 11th, 1999

What This Was About
Well, I've been a cry baby lately, which isn't considered cool out there in the real world, but it's my journal and I needed at least one place I could work it out. Today was OK and I have no complaints. The numbness seems to be receding, but at a glacial pace, maybe an 1/8th of an inch or a 1/16th of an inch in a week. The tingling feeling is OK, I can live with that, and from what I'm hearing, I may have to live with pieces of it for another year or two. I'll be happy when the gums settle in and my teeth die down.

I was thinking about saying something about Shel Silverstein after Competing this weekend. I read that he'd died at the age of 66. I posted a little piece on Pamie's thread when I read her journal today at work. I remember reading some of his stories when I was in college, particularly a piece called (I think) Lafcadio the Great that appeared in Playboy in the 1960's. Perhaps it was a foretaste of the children's books to come, the gentle tale of a lion who meets his first human being, is brought to civilization and becomes so imitative and integrated into the world of man that he eventually finds himself on a lion hunt, rifle in paw, searching for, well, lions. I particularly enjoyed it, remembering it when I came to San Francisco.

I met Silverstein briefly when I lived in Sausalito. I was sitting on a stone wall up above the sidewalk with Susan, eating hot dogs and watching the traffic move along the main drag. Silverstein walked by and Susan introduced me. I recalled the story and told him how much I'd liked it and I think he was pleased. It was a good and gentle and intelligent story and I suspect he was proud of it.

Susan, I seem to recall, had moved around a bit on Silverstein's side of Sausalito before we got together and there was a certain part of me that didn't like that very much, but Silverstein was not only a popular artist and writer of the time, he was good. And I've always had a great respect for writers who were good. And got published. And, what the hell, had a proper enthusiasm for attractive blonds.

So at 66 he's gone, leaving books that still live in the hearts of those who read them, young and old, and he has a little place in my memory as well for that damned lion who, sucked under civilization's spell, was able to get himself out in time for a happy ending. In Playboy.

I got a call from my sister earlier this evening saying she was arriving in San Jose this Thursday to take part in a national swimming meet this weekend. I knew it was coming, but hadn't realized it was coming this soon. It's called The 1999 Short Course National Championships and, like my jaw operation, I suspect I'll know more about it when it's finished, because I don't know diddly about it now. My sister was a swimmer in school and has gotten back into competition over the last couple of years. She's swimming for the State of Oregon in this meet and I suspect I'll show up with a camera, shoot some pictures and write a little description of what this was about.


 
The banner photograph was taken during the night photography class at the Marin Headlands one week ago Saturday. I shot the picture of my sister two years ago, Christmas.

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